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a dearth of parley

benjeez — Fri, 20 Nov 2009 04:26:21 +0000

speak to me in the night, we are like phantoms.

collectedness actually disquietness

wandering wonders bruise the spirit

has the skirmish ended?

a dearth of parley; how could it cease?

i learn to sing the song of the shunned

who would give ear?

may God find you in your solitude!

may you find the Peace

sylid

benjeez — Sun, 16 Aug 2009 07:33:28 +0000

small hands but of great help
sunkist smile that warms the heart
small stature but gigantic faith
flute like voice to ease the dray

give me Jesus

benjeez — Wed, 20 May 2009 05:09:19 +0000

In the Morning, when I rise

In the morning, when I rise

Give me Jesus

You can have all this world

Just give me Jesus

When I am alone

oh, when I am alone

Give me Jesus

You can have all this world

Just give me Jesus

When I come to die

when I come to die

oh, when I come to die

Give me Jesus

need

benjeez — Tue, 19 May 2009 17:18:12 +0000

i need to give up certain sins

i need to run more

i need to be solemn at the right time

i need to be firm i need to cut on my spending

i need to add to my savings

i need a vision

i need a plan

i need a destiny no man can attempt

i need the herb soon

i need to love more

i need to forgive more

i need to eat less and work more

i need God more

i need myself less

i need to find that divine balance that gives me rest

i need to pray

i need to seek

i need to again see the picture of the smoldering wick

i need a hand so big so strong to chasten and guide

i need a hand so small and delicate to cherish and take delight

i need a friend, a perfect friend.

i need a cup of joy and a cup of peace

i need the strength of a wild ox

i need be loved to love again

i need to be broken to be right again

i need to disagree with certain mentioned needs

i need to let go

i need to let God

i need to know my needs

i need to know who’s gonna meet it.

i need to let him through the door but i need to first unlock it

(First Album)

benjeez — Thu, 14 May 2009 15:37:22 +0000

THE PRINTING PRESS COMPANY

1. Supercalenders & Mirror Coated Stickers
2. Tory M & Artcard
3. 9cm x 5.5cm
4. Turpentine & Thinner
5. Hotstamping / Blind Emboss
6. SRA3 21 up
7. Film or Tracing Paper.
8. 宋体 aka (the unreadable mandarin)

Bonus Tracks

1. Guillotine
2. Offset Machines
3. Angry Impatient Clients.

supersitions

benjeez — Mon, 27 Apr 2009 17:08:26 +0000

curse the air, tie the reeds.
hit the little man who doesn’t speak.
caress the palm, heed the lines.
they know too little, like you know rhymes.

yellow paper vermillion ink.
doesn’t glow, a charm for show.
sticks of gum and sticks of spice.
sweet to smell – hidden vice.

free the birds & free the fishes
redeem your sins but its gone like ashes.
your vedic hymms & pagan chants
impotently solemn – gravely blunt.

rant

benjeez — Mon, 27 Apr 2009 16:39:16 +0000

I am tired. exhausted, worn out, weary, fatigued, dog-tired, dead beat, bone-tired, ready to drop, drained, zonked, wastes, enervated, jaded, bushed, whipped, bagged, knocked out, wiped out, pooped, tuckered out.

But, all the more I count it a joy to suffer as it was to be a blessing to those who are in Christ. Now, I strain forward, but in a while I would be amassed with high strength. And though I groan because of mortal agony, I would soon be endowed with joy to praise.

Now praise to God. Blessing, honor, glory & power to Him who never sleeps! Amen.

1 COR 13:7

benjeez — Tue, 21 Apr 2009 17:25:07 +0000

ENGLISH

Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance.

ARABIC
إِنَّهَا تَسْتُرُ كُلَّ شَيْءٍ، وَتُصَدِّقُ كُلَّ شَيْءٍ، وَتَرْجُو كُلَّ شَيْءٍ، وَتَتَحَمَّلُ كُلَّ شَيْءٍ.

BULGARIAN
всичко премълчава, на всичко хваща вяра, на всичко се надява, всичко търпи.

ESPANOL
todo lo sufre, todo lo cree, todo lo espera, todo lo soporta

KOREAN
모든 것을 참으며 모든 것을 믿으며 모든 것을 바라며 모든 것을 견디느니라

CHINESE
凡事包容，凡事相信，凡事盼望，凡事忍耐

prayed

benjeez — Fri, 17 Apr 2009 14:17:24 +0000

i pray for them all God,
all whom i love.
for dad, give him wisdom.
to mom, give her patience.
for elder sis, show her the light.
for jovan, let him encounter you.
sean, let him fall deeper.
for sam, give her strength for each day.

for daniel, let him understand life more.
and lynne, that she’d build up her immunity.
to minglong, give him grace.
to mel the dearly loved sister, more love.
to my comrade bang, knowledge, even more.
to my bernice, the strength to stop smoking.
to my many not mentioned friends, mercy.

now for my pastor, all sorts of blessing,
pastor gloria my mother also, health and strength always.
to les my director, a love for the youths more.
to joyce his wife, joy and peace.
and jireh the brother, all sorts of smartness and wisdom.
to jane, more time for herself and You.
to chris, joy ever increasing.
bro alan and family, unity and prosperity
bro matt and family, success.
my cg the all fruits of the Spirit.

for many more. God’s love.
for a thousand other strangers, peace
still to others, God’s mercy.
for my enemies, blessings.
for my rivals, goodwill.
to her, Him only.
and to me, God only.

origin

benjeez — Tue, 14 Apr 2009 16:03:34 +0000

from men the sin
by sin were death
with death the pain
through death hell gained
with pain so mercy
through mercy came grace